The past few weeks have been interesting. I had my grandfather who was sick and then passed away. I had friends who treated me horribly. I’m falling apart so slowly and one of these days I’m just going to break.
Thoughts have been on my mind. They are very scary thoughts. I don’t want to think them and I’m trying to train my brain to think positive. So far I have not been thinking those thoughts as much. I’m much happier but eventually my feelings are going to catch up to me and I’m going to be a wreck.
But I hope that the break doesn’t happen soon.