Wow! Really?

Why the heck should I even try? All i hear coming from my parents mouths are “Your doing it wrong” or “Stop that or you will lose things”. Like wtf they say that every minute to me. It’s like one bad thing I’m going to get in trouble. Like apparently, breathing is a crime. I can’t wait till I can leave this place.


Life update

Things have been getting better in my life. I am getting good grades and I am maintaining good, positive relationships with my friends (now). When I say “Now” i mean that my dad has been talking to me for many years now and I never really listened to him when he was talking about this subject. The subject was friends.

I thought my dad was an ass for telling me who I can and cannot be friends with but now that it is the beginning of a new year, I have opened my mind to the fact that he loves me and is protecting me from the bad kids out there. As I was growing up, I loved to help people with there issues and I still do. I always find the kids and I befriend the ones who are “****** up and damaged”. I don’t know why I do. I guess it is because I feel the need that I could help them and stuff. Truth of the matter is that I can’t. If they wanted to change they would have changed.

I have been burned by so many of these kids that I am now sticking with the positive crowd and kids who like the same things I like (singing, dancing etc…) and kids who don’t like to do illegal things. I could go on and on and on but basically all I’m trying to get at in this post is that PARENTS KNOW BEST!

Something weird

I have to write this essay about Failure to thrive. I thought it was going to be easy because I suffered from failure to thrive but damn its actually hard. I didn’t know everything about what failure to thrive is and now that i’m reading about it and learning about it, i realize that there is so much more to this condition then i have ever thought.